♥ Monday, October 12, 2009♥

Draw me close to you

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♥ Saturday, October 3, 2009♥

牽我手 (Hold my hands)

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♥ Friday, October 2, 2009♥

耶和華你是我的神

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♥ Thursday, October 1, 2009♥

Beautiful Saviour by planetshakers



Thank you Jesus, for giving me a wonderful life on earth. Each one of us, that you created are fearfully and wonderfully made, are unique and have different talents etc. I know that I am not perfect, but I am born to love to sing and work in community services and whoever laugh at me, negative words from their mouths will not make me quit the things that I like to do. Many ppl told me that I am too young to work with children, by the way, at this age of 20 I should be studying at university... but what can I do? I can't afford it... Before I accepted christ, negative thoughts from ppl's mouth makes me wanna quit my teaching job and course.

The fact is that I like to be involve in teaching profession since young. God have seen me playing stuff toys with my sister at home... and you've seen the laughter in me, how much I enjoyed it when I was pretending to be a teacher of the stuff toys. When I kept searching for jobs in 2007-early 2008, no schools that I applied ask me for the 2nd interview, but St George's did. Thks Jesus, for landing me into this job. Although I went through lots of frustration, ups and downs throughout the nearly 2 years as a teacher, I still enjoy teaching... I will stay in this teaching profession forever...

Since I am blessed with a job in the teaching procession, I shall work hard for it... you send me to St George's School to work is because to help the children to get more knowledge, from me. I am still learning and practicing my teaching skills. Some people might not accept it...you know who I am talking about...because they think formal schools is not very good for preschoolers... well, nevermind... through me, I can help you to help my students and my future children grow, be independent and have wider knowledge :)

I felt so lonely here sometimes...sometimes I just dunno what to do...sometimes I can't decide by myself...I need you...You'll always hear and answer my prayers. You can see that I am typing a letter for you. Luv ya ^_^ Pls help me overcome the circumstances I am in now... Thank You Jesus... I can feel that you are right beside me now... :)

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♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009♥

Last night DJ Marilyn said this track is currently her favourite and she can't stop singing to it :P It is call Falling for you by Colbie Caillat. Great song! Thks DJ Marilyn ^_^ Have a listen:



I don’t know but I think I may be fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I Know you better

I am trying not to tell you, but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
so I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here, and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, it’s just you and me

I’m trying not to tell you, but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
so I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it, my heart is racing
Emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you, I think I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it, I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I can't stop thinking about it, I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it, I think I'm fallin' for you
I’m fallin’ for you
Oh, I’m fallin’ for you

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♥ Monday, September 28, 2009♥

I was browsing all my previous posts. I feel that I had grown a lot pretty much this year... I felt I am moving forward and letting go of the past...there are still some anger inside me from the past hurts I got and this only affects me for few mins... The past is the past, and we must move on, learn to forgive and forget.

It is kindda hard to forgive past hurt, because I have jesus, I have to change and now I feel that I am the kind of forgive and forget person...even if my temper turns hot after hearing comments that I feel insulted, I will cool down very fast and forget about it when I wake up the next day. B4 I accepted christ, I was not this type of person who forgives and forget.

I feel that I am bonding relationship with my sis, after all these yrs of silence... god listens to everyone's prayer and answers our prayers :)

I would love to share this wonderful verse to everyone...

Ephesians 4:31-32
Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as christ god forgave you

In everyplace I go, I went through ups and downs...sometimes it is just annoying... well, we can't please anyone... of all these nearly 21 yrs, I see people like to blame, insult or accuse me, and only a few were nice to me. What I can say is, I am unique, nobody can change me. Only i can change myself when I am ready. God wonderfully and fearfully created me and I like the way who I am now. In his eyes, I am perfect. Everyone of us are perfect in his eyes :) Just be yourself and don't imitate others to please anyone... True friends accept who u r... stay away from people who make you down always and who don't give peace. Everyone needs peace...

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♥ Monday, September 21, 2009♥

Today I went to AFC to attend children training from 9am-5pm. The day before and 2 days ago, I kept on worrying that I might not make it, because I have no transport to go there.

Praise the lord for he is good! He knows that I am interested in attending children training, and this training will benefit me to involve in children ministry in church and would also help me in my teaching career. He used sis kim to drive me from home to afc and from afc to my home. Thank you heavenly father for giving me and sis kim this opportunity to be able to attend this course. We will use the things we learnt from this seminar, and share it among our colleagues and use it for our children, who wants to learn more about our beloved one and only jesus christ and to enjoy with the fun creative games and activities organised by us, the teachers ^_^

At the end of the seminar, sis kim and a sis prayed for me, she told me that she was as same as me, and she joined the ministry late. She encouraged me to read bible, and sing to the lord. I am reviewing the book of Hebrews that she mentioned to me earlier on.

Hebrews 1:6-13
3:7-13 are the verses I feel that it is for me :)
13:6

My prayer for my sis kim:
"Thank you heavenly father for bringing sis kim into my life. She taught me how to forgive people. You know that I really really want to join this children training, and I don't have transport, you sent her to bring me here so that I could learn something and share it among our colleagues and use it for our children. Bless her and her family, in jesus name, we prayed, amen."

Thks sis kim for your prayers. I am very bless that heavenly father brought us together :)

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♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009♥

I bought 3 books from KK- How to talk to anyone, how to make anyone fall in love with you, how to make anyone like you. I am currently reading "how to talk to anyone" despite piles of assignments and work I have at the moment.

I am really confused... I dunno how to talk? The way how I approach friends is inappropriate? What???

People keep asking me why do I keep listening to radios...do u know that it is very annoying??? I chose to listen to radio because due to my situation I am in now, I have to depend on radio. Because the DJs will feature something that might benefit me.

It is sad to say that some people just don't understand each other... I think they should...

I am just wondering, if I give people the impression that I am easily bullied or easily take advantage of, i tried being fierce, people avoid me, I tried being nice, people somehow take advantage of me. Sometimes I wonder is it me or is it the other person?

Got relatives told me that when I don't talk, I give them impression that I am haughty. If I talk, they think I complain a lot or talk childishly. Aiya...might as well I don't talk lah! So much complains! Don't like it don't talk to me lah! No use to nag and make people feel down what!

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♥ Tuesday, February 3, 2009♥

I am pissed off with the people who work in XXX's canteen. I at least asked politely: can I have a bottle of water? then the woman told me to mind my manners and correct my language. WTF! Why do this particular race needs to be so fuzzy and perfect? crazy~

Hey, I am an adult and that person hv no right to say me like that. F.B! I may look like a teenager to that person, but that person as a worker of the canteen should respect other cultures as well, do u know that? And should understand some ppl doesn't have good eng speaking background.

Ok if she is not satisfied with me, why not talk politely? Gila babi!

I maybe look like a teenager bah, bcoz i looked quite young, so she dare to say me like that lo! Stupid!

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